Monday, May 02, 2005

Baby's got new shoes

A few months ago spirit disclosed to Me, somewhat embarrassed & shyly that he had explored cross-dressing a bit when he was a teenager. However, he confessed that he didn’t go too deeply into it at that time or since then, as he was quite uncomfortable with the feelings that it brought out in him. He didn’t feel that he was overly macho but he also didn’t feel like a sissy girl either and as a result, tried to suppress his feminine side since he discovered it. My first thought was ‘how tragic’. This is part of who he is and he’s put it aside, embarrassed by what it represents or what he think it represents. I feel that exploring every part of yourself & accepting who you are leads to a healthy sense of self worth. No one is ever only one aspect of himself or Herself all the time. W/we are all fluid personalities that change on a regular basis to adapt to whatever situation that W/we find O/ourselves placed in.

I was the first person that spirit confided to that he had these feelings. he trusts Me and knows that I will I not judge but accept him as I always have. To Me this brings a whole new element to O/our D/s relationship and what W/we will be able explore. I find it interesting that he has come to terms with his submissive nature but has a difficult time accepting the cross-dressing side of himself. I always say to him that I love him for all he is and what he represents to Me…My sub, My slave, My friend, My lover, My mate. As I have said many times before, he completes Me. How fortunate for him that he found Me and that I am such an open person. I will try to work with him to accept himself as I accept him and to know that it is ok to be all of who he is.

Since spirit told Me of his feelings, I decided right away to help open him up to them. I have a PCV skirt that I officially gave to him and have a couple of others that he is allowed play with when the urge comes upon him. he has also tried on some of My cloths when I have been at work, which he sheepishly admitted to. Well this weekend I decided to take it up a notch. W/we went to a local thrift store and searched around for clothes for him to dress up in. W/we didn’t find much but W/we did find a new pair of size 10, Sam & Libby black strappy sandals. W/we didn’t try them on at the store but I knew that they would fit and bought them. When W/we arrived home, I ordered him to go to the bedroom, put on his black PCV skirt & his new shoes. As he approached me, shyly & reserved, I placed his collar around his neck and he was set for the night. I had him serve Me like that, prance around and get used to wearing the shoes. It was also a lesson for him as to what Women go through to look good so he can have a different perspective and new respect for Us. I thought he looked very sexy in his shoes…gosh he has great legs! spirit was obviously enjoying himself too as I noticed a slight tent start to form in his skirt. W/we will have to do something about that to keep it down if W/we ever decided to go out when he’s dress up, something that I will be slowly encouraging him to do. I want him to become comfortable with himself when he is dressed in woman’s clothing. There are plenty of men out there that have this fetish and there is totally nothing to be embarrassed about. Imitation is the best form of flattery, I say. I can think of no better way for a sub to show his reverence to females than by trying to imitate or be them.


At 7:17 am, Anonymous Trish the Crossdresser said...

I really enjoyed this post.....I can rememer playing with a woman friend of was the best weekend ever spent all of that weekend being dressed as a woman .....the sex was out of this world..I am glad to see this side of Spirit comming out...


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