Friday, March 11, 2005

Happy Birthday spirit

It has been an interesting couple of weeks since O/our wedding. W/we have both been riding an emotional roller coaster since that day but I’m happy to say that things have finally ironed themselves out. Last week it was spirit feeling anxious, restless, wanting to know what was next. This week it was Me feeling betrayed by discovering yet another ID that spirit has online and finding him involved in activities that I wasn’t aware of. he didn’t think it was a big deal but I do, and flipped the last time that this happened so I couldn’t understand why he thought that I would be ok with it. If I was going to be ‘OK’ with it, why didn’t he tell Me in the first place? You can see how My thinking can spiral downwards quickly. I was very upset. But since that day, W/we have talked things through and worked it out. It started with Me setting some very basic, hard rules that had to be followed daily. So far, spirit has taken to them quite readily and has been performing them well. I am happy with this as it is a necessary step to help re-establish the trust that was lost. I know in My heart, no real mal-intent was aimed at Me with his behavior...spirit truly loves Me and I know this. I feel it every day and with his eagerness to please Me so it will be easy for him to regain what was lost.

Today is spirit’s birthday. I am happy to be able to share this special day with him. I wished him a ‘happy birthday’ as soon as W/we woke up this morning and gave him his card. I bought him a beautiful velour robe but gave it to him last week since he needed it sooner and I didn’t want to wait. he had been wearing My blue robe around the house in the morning and I knew that it would be better for him to have his own. he just loved it too and it looks like it was made just for him. Tonight I’m thinking that My crop might like some kisses to celebrate his birthday also…forget about the ‘birthday bumps’ lol. Happy Birthday spirit, My boy, My love, My friend, My husband, My sub. Kisses and licks to you!


At 1:08 am, Blogger spirit said...

mmm .. ~sssssslicksssss back~
Thank You Mistress. For making my birthday so wonderful. Loves, hugs and kisses.


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